Thread:Degrassi Fan/@comment-24311888-20131220005202

So, it may seem weird that I'm posting this here, but for some reason your talk page on Degrassi Wiki is being kind of glitchy. The reason I'm sending this is because I feel like all that's happened between us negatively was one huge vortex of miscommunication. When I got that message on Tumblr last week from that anon telling me what you said in response to them asking whether we were friends, I can't lie and say I wasn't hurt, but I do understand where you were coming from completely. I did jump to a lot of conclusions back when we were close, and I dug a huge hole for myself that I never was quite able to crawl out of. I just want to you to know that I never thought I was better than you, or anyone else for that matter. If you ever felt that way, I apologize, but I promise you it was not my intention. In regards to that fight we had the night I left, I don't really know what to say, other than that at the time, I really thought that was going to be the last time I ever set foot on the wiki, and at the time, I truly did feel as though you hated me. I now realize, however, that is was all a lack of miscommunication and jumping to conclusions. When I first returned to the wiki on my Blazen96 account, you were one of the first people that welcomed me back and got the chance to know me, and after all of that, when things fell apart, I made a lot of mistakes and I was awful to you. I feel very stupid about it all now, if I could go back in time with the mindset I have now, I definitely would have approached things differently and been more mature in how I handled it. No matter how badly I may have felt at any given time, when we were friends, you were a wonderful friend. I wish I could go back to the days where we talked about Ghibli and stayed up late with Dani discussing our eventual trip to Japan and all of those fun times. I never would have thought that things would turn out so horribly. While I did feel a lot of hurt on my part, I also understand now that you were hurting as well, and I was so lost in my own mess that I never really took your point of view into consideration, and for that I am deeply sorry. You had your own personal feelings on the matter and I should have came to you directly and we could have sorted this out a long time ago. Basically, the entire point of all of this is that I want to make amends for everything that's happened. I don't want to be enemies with you, and despite anything I may have said out of anger, I don't hate you and I never did. I know that we've had our fair share of fallouts, but it was all non-sensical and small. It all got blown way out of proportion. I want to apologize for any bad feelings we've had toward each other. I've done a lot of growing up in the past few months, and I hope to talk things out with you. 