Thread:Berry of the RainWings/@comment-33618281-20180309064426/@comment-34367789-20180312015035

Poninefreak wrote: LoveJapan55 wrote: I got in an emotional fight with my mom. I didn't mean for it to get like that it just hurts me when she dosen't get what i'm talking about. we were watching tv and a news thing came up and i wanted to mute it cause it said some upseting things and I'm still emotional over Varian and my mom said that there are some evil people out there of corse because of my Autisim and obsession with Varian I had to say Varian isnt like that at all and I went off trying to explain it to her and she dosen't get it cause she is not caught up with it or waches the show of corse I can't let this go and she said that he's just a character it's a cartoon it shouldn't matter and i should be more invested in the real world then fantasy so I'm upset at that. and I need her to understand why I'm a mess over this but i'm still afraid that she won't get it my mom can be unpredictable over this I don't know how if she's really care and feel for him if I show her the episodes with him. And Her Oppinon Maters to me over anyone elses I can't function in this world without her. I don't know how to feel right now As an autistic fangirl myself, I totally get this. Sometimes I start obessing about stuff going on in my favorite movies, TV shows, etc. but I don't want to talk to my parents about it because I feel like they'll tell me to stop worrying about it because it's "not real" or someting like that. Uggghhhh.

Yeah me too.I just st don’t tell them. They’d think I’m silly and/or immature so I just st don’t bother.